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May. 28th, 2008 04:12 amHello, Internets! I am feeling surprisingly competent and on top of things today! Somehow this means I have to tell all of you about it.
And, okay, maybe I haven't been productive lately, but I have made PLANS to be productive. Say, for example, I have a list of things that need to be done to transform my room from 'slightly dismal totally boring dorm room double' to 'totally rocking single.' It has 28 items on it so far. Shut up, I like lists. And planning. (In 'more related to being productive' news, I don't have a summer job yet, but I'm currently on the thinking positively side of trying to find one. If I don't have something at least tentatively figured out by the beginning of next week or so, I may end up taking my resume to one of the temp companies in Boston and saying, "Look, I'm polite, helpful, and well-spoken; I type 50 wpms and can make Excel do just about anything - surely someone wants to pay me minimum wage for 10 weeks this summer?") Also, maybe this summer I will learn to sail.
This is totally related to being on top of things! Is there anyone on my flist who would be willing to talk to me about social anxiety or anxiety disorders? (Email or IM is fine if you don't want to do it in comments.) It doesn't need to be some long drawn out exploration of my (possible) problems, someone who's willing to listen to me babble and say 'get thee to a shrink' is fine.
I am very slightly manic right now, I suspect. It is 4am and I have been awake for three hours, so that's kind of like midday, right? I have a very troubled relationship with the normal 24 hour day. 'Yesterday' I got up at 8pm, 'today' I got up at 1am. Sooner or later I will circle around to actually seeing sunlight again.
And, okay, maybe I haven't been productive lately, but I have made PLANS to be productive. Say, for example, I have a list of things that need to be done to transform my room from 'slightly dismal totally boring dorm room double' to 'totally rocking single.' It has 28 items on it so far. Shut up, I like lists. And planning. (In 'more related to being productive' news, I don't have a summer job yet, but I'm currently on the thinking positively side of trying to find one. If I don't have something at least tentatively figured out by the beginning of next week or so, I may end up taking my resume to one of the temp companies in Boston and saying, "Look, I'm polite, helpful, and well-spoken; I type 50 wpms and can make Excel do just about anything - surely someone wants to pay me minimum wage for 10 weeks this summer?") Also, maybe this summer I will learn to sail.
This is totally related to being on top of things! Is there anyone on my flist who would be willing to talk to me about social anxiety or anxiety disorders? (Email or IM is fine if you don't want to do it in comments.) It doesn't need to be some long drawn out exploration of my (possible) problems, someone who's willing to listen to me babble and say 'get thee to a shrink' is fine.
I am very slightly manic right now, I suspect. It is 4am and I have been awake for three hours, so that's kind of like midday, right? I have a very troubled relationship with the normal 24 hour day. 'Yesterday' I got up at 8pm, 'today' I got up at 1am. Sooner or later I will circle around to actually seeing sunlight again.